Been in so much pain for almost 6 months since the guy I love most left me. Crying almost everyday, struggling from heart aches. Praying that one day my prince will come and pick up the pieces of my broken heart and make it whole again. I feel like I have a big wound that is hard to cure. My world became too dark and my dreams shattered. Feeling so down and seems that no one can comfort me. My friends and family are there for me but it's still hurting.
One night in end of September, my fone beeps. ( Wow someone cares ~giggling~) "Gudnyt does not really mean "cge..antok nako!" but it's in fact, one of people's shy way of saying.."i've been thinking of you before I go to sleep" Goodnight! The message came from unknown sender. I wondered who the heck gonna send that in the middle of the night. I have some doubts and something is playing on my mind because this sender might be someone that is tripping. Out of curiosity, I replied and asked "Who you?" On our conversation, he told me that my cousin gave him my number, "I want to remain mysterious by now", "I don't require you to reply", some of the few messages that challenged and amazed me. This guy seems to be really smart and witty.
We started texting each other and get to know each other well. You even go online at night since I am working on a night shift just to chat with me. I am so flattered when you started calling me "Baby" and I call you "My Dear". That is the time I started getting over the pain that I used to feel. I do enjoy every moment when we talk. Your messages lifted my spirit. Your sweetness, kindness and your character makes me whole again. I love it when you're saying "Baby Ko". I feel like I am the happiest woman alive the first time you told me you love me. I became stronger and I never even thought of my past love anymore because of the joy that I am feeling each time we talk. Every word or message you send me makes me giggle. I gained more confidence and my whole life has changed. I never thought that I'll be happy again because of the griefs I had before. No other guy treated me really sweet and special as you did. You're my angel sent from up above. You came into my life just in time. You are the smartest guy I ever met. I love the kind of attitude you have. You're everything beautiful a person could be.
My Dear, I want to thank you for all the things you have done to me. Thank you for being there always, for being a good listener, for being my comfort when I was really down, for lifting my spirit, for all the sweet messages you are sending, for telling me "Love You", for calling me "Baby Ko" that makes my heart smile, for turning my gray sky into blue, for helping me rebuild my shattered dreams, for letting me realized that there is really a rainbow after the storm, for keeping my faith and help me hope and believe again, for being such a wonderful friend, for showing me how blessed I am, for changing my life for the better, for taking care of me, and most of all, thank you for being YOU. You might think that you are not that important to me but you are..really. We might not have the chance to see each other, I would still be grateful because I met and know a guy with such a pure and good soul. I want you to know that, what I am now is all because of you. You have changed my life in many ways. I owe everything to you. I owe you the joy that I am feeling right now. Always remember that I will always be here for you though we don't talk more often. I will always be your friend and you will always be special to me no matter what. I want you to know that I love you so much and if God ask me to start my life again, I'll choose starting it the day that I met you. I thank God for sending you and for setting my soul free from mourning. Hope to see you soon My Dear. Always take care. God bless! xxxooo!
"You put the blue back in the sky
You put the rainbow in my eyes
A silver lining in my prayers
And now there's colour everywhere
You put the red back in the rules
Just when I needed it the most
You came along to show you care
And now there's colour everywhere"
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